Dear familyman...
My first inner words on reading your questions was �Oh man.. He is a smart cookie.� And of course I say that in the best way possible. Keep on reflecting as you have been doing (I need not tell you that - huh). Share your food with us from time to time.
There must be something in me that gives it's assent to the Church. Why do I believe the Church?
Exactly.
There are two forms of union with God. Essential union and voluntary union.
Essential union means (in none-theological words) that God - bring you - into being - at every moment. He �thinks� you - are you - are. It is a union of you and God at the foundation of your very essense. It causes you to-to be and maintains your be-ing. IN that essential unbion you are just as God designs you and creates you. You are the perfect 'idea' that God creates you to be.
However (as far as union is the subject) it is not (on your part) a concious and knowing union (on your part). You will see why in a bit. Essential union is not a union of knowing cooperation on our part.
This �manifestation� (for lack of a better word) of - you - begins with your person. That �I� and �real me� we sense inside. Under the terms of philosophy - it is one �thing� (this essential - me) but in order to have some kind of concept of it - it is thought of as three faculties or functions.
Intellect (the knowing ability)
Will (the motive ability)
Memory (retaining an image of experiences)
If we think of - person - as an object (for the sake of having a concept to work with) we can divide this into tow parts (again - only for the sake of talking about it). That is: person - and personality (that expression which goes out from the person).
Think of personality as being the act - of the person. So we have the person itself and the act of actions of the person are his personality. Personality is something that belongs to us in the same was that the acts we do belong to us but are not us. When a man speaks the words we hear belong to that man but they are not that man. If he ceases to speak words - the man is not gone - he is still there. And so the words he speaks are not essential to his existence.
To identify - essence - remove all else that - belongs to - the object. Remove what is un-necessary to its existence. When nothing else can be removed - you have the object itself in its essential (necessary) nature.
All - faculties and sense perception - have their origin within and from - the - person. Senses of mind and body (psyche and soma) all have their origin - as an act - from - person. We do not often think of our spirit (mind) as having senses - but it does. Imagination - is one of its senses� how so? Because we can monitor its activity.
This means that there is no sense perception either of mind or body - that we may use to perceive in any way - our own - person.
Let me give you an analogy. We see with our eyes. Our eyes are the origin of bodily sight. As such the eye can not use its own ability to see itself directly. If we want to see our eyes - we must view a reflection (as in a mirror). So too it is with all the body senses. Touch can not feel itself, taste can not taste itself.. Etc..
It is really very simple and not complicated at all.
There are three �layers� to the human.
Person
Mind
Body
Since the origin of any faculty can not perceive itself - there is a lower �portion� of our mind which monitors the perceptions of our body - and makes decisions regarding its perceptions - and issues guidance back to the body. It can do this without conscious guidance of the higher portions of mind. This - we share with other animals and live things. A rock - has not these lower functions of mind.
This is St. Paul�s �animal man� and our animal nature. It is a nature of instinct and habit that has some form of reasoning ability - that is appropriate for - the survival of the organism.
Man has higher mind function than any other animal - yet this - knowing ability of his mind - does not set him apart from other animals. It simply makes him the most intelligent and able to know and reason to a degree which matches that animal capability.
Unlike other animals - man has a capacity (person) to consciously monitor both his body - and his psychological - mind. He possesses faculties of - person - that do this. The word faculty simply means - powers.
And so we can know - ourselves thinking in our minds. And we often speak in an imaginary voice within our minds when reasoning - and this higher part (person) monitors that inner voice of voices that we use. Now that is only one example of the person - using power of perception - upon his own mind to know it.
Person - mind - and body - are obviously designed to work together in a close union. An - integrity - of union. That design is not our doing - it has been done for us. It has been placed or designed right into us.
On one level (created things and we must be aware that our mind is also a created thing that develops) we can say that - nature - has build this design and tension (tendency / inclination) into us. But we can not say the same for the existence and origin of that design as it exists within - person. Nature (that which is appropriate to things that are created and have sense perception within them) is not - within - nature. That is the nature which is appropriate to and has the object of the created world of experiences.
If you have followed all that (and I assume from your posts that you can and did) than I can now answer your question�.
There must be something in me that gives it's assent to the Church. Why do I believe the Church?
Because - what is true in the church - resonates (so to speak) with what has been pre-built into your own essential being-ness - from day one.
We recognize it - because it is already - given to us - within the essential design of - person.
What a good God we have - no? He has not left it all up to us - nor has he abandoned we who he has created. He has built right into our very foundation - the compass - which inclines our nature (first in the person� and by that next in mind and next in body but less impelling in these lower levels) that is like a �homing device�.
If no saint has never said it, I (not a saint) will� God does not compel - he impels - he extends the invitation. Because we have free will (and that is a story in itself how that works) we may select to �go home� and cooperate with that design /// or /// do something other.
So this (the design of our essential person) is the first and foremost Providence God does to and for us. It exists at the invisible (can not be sensesed or perceived) of any and every human - no matter race of creed.
This, my friend, is the wonder of the theology of the church and the wonder of scriptures which reflects that theology. This is what rings �bells� within us. This is how we - know - intuitively (and not analytically with the psychological mind) that there is �something here�.
When we talk of conscience (con=together and science=knowledge) what we are knowing is - person. We know person - not by analytics - but by an existential existing - in it. Technically, there is no such thing as a bad or ill formed conscience. To be sure - breaks the word apart. If that could be so - it would no longer be a together-knowing (me and God knowing the same thing) because God does not know evil. He does not create evil. He creates only reality and does not create un-reality. And so un-reality has no self existence but is rather has its existence within human imagination.
If we live according to the existential reality that God has created (and he has created no-thing else either in object or event) we become all that God creates us to be - and we are in total union with the nature he creates and with his will. We become - like - him. Not him - but like him. We remain human nature but human nature guided to its full extent of Him.
Now that statement - begs - a question.
Q: If Good does not create evil� than how is it that we can experience evil as happening upon the stage of the world??
A: Because when we (as persons) are lacking to the union that we are called to within our - person� because we have no way to sense or perceive that lack (we have no senses to perceive person with) � God reflect that lack of union out into the levels of sense perception so that we may know (by way of that reflection) evil (lack of union with reality and God).
According to his own decision to �let us form man to our own image� (the Hebrew word is form - to from something that already exists) he must (if we can say that) offer us the free choice. And he does that by allowing (actively willing) that the lack of self union of person - be known by way of reflection through the senses of our psychological and moral mind. Which mind is binded to our senses of body. It is our moral mind - which makes the judgments of sense perception as to evil being �out there�.
All these things I have put forth are contained in the doctrine of Providence� what it is and how it works and its purpose. I have simply said it in words and phrases more familiar to us today.
Now - setting aside everything I just said, for a moment� let me say it in another simple way (simple but not necessarily the way we are in a habit of thinking). Let us take logical steps to something.
Steps�
If we can ask the question �Is God real?� � than we must admit that we desire a God who is real rather than a God who is not real.
Next step�
By that answer we must admit that reality itself - is the very first - expression - of God - to us.
Not, of course, in an analytical concept - but in an existential self-same-ness - experience. Which leads us to say that the very first expression (speech and communication) that God brings about to our highest knowing ability (person) which is also that knowing ability which is so close to us - as to actually - be - �me��. then it follows as entirely ture that the very vehical that God uses to communicate to my nature (myself) is - that reality.
///end of steps.
Reality - to be real - must be - other - than myself.
We can not experience - self or person. It is impossible - we have no capacity to do so. So any experience of existential reality - is an experience of what we can (and are meant to experience) of God. It is the �grounds� within which that union of - essential and involuntary union - and - voluntary union by choice - happens. It is full - union - and called the spiritual marriage by Christian theology and tradition.
Of course, it is not - exclusive to the Christian - as any human is �equipped� to reach that full union. However - any human �entering� full union with God - will come to the knowledge - experientially - that Jesus Christ is his son and is of God�s own nature. They will know - his - person. But we, as Christians, do not need to pound that into anyone�s head because God himself will take care of that. It is not our job to do anything more than say it is true (and by so doing maintain ourselves in that truth if we know it).
The word �existential� means reality - as it is in itself. As a word it does not necessarily reference God to reality. It does to me <smile> but that is an added dimension for myself to the word. If we speak of reality in a reference to God - the word is Providence.
Existential reality - and Providence - are exactly the same thing - said in two ways. Keep in mind - the description of the �thing� is NOT the thing itself. It is a description. Right? That is simple. One is the thing and the other is a description of the thing and necessarily less than the thing itself.
God� uses � reality (our experience of it) in order to form us - into - likeness with himself.
In other words (let us say the same thing in another way)� �let us form man in our image and likeness� is done by God through his own intimate knowing of how and what we know - of our experiences.
In that sense of thought - our intellect as far as reasoning bases upon experiences of the senses - takes a back seat. Our powers of analysis of experiential reality by way of the senses and human faculties (powers that belong to our animal nature of created psychological mind) are NOT an appropriate means by which we can know Providence directly.
God uses the experience he brings to us, as the tool to form our - will. Any formation of our intellect is extraneous - to that. Making moments of intellectual enlightenment - have the purpose of a further formation of our will� and not a permanent change to our intellect.
In the final - it is our will (the inclination to move in a direction and goal) that is the method of our sanctification. And not by our powers of intellect.
It is through the will - that our personality - is re-formed. Our will (of person and reflected within psychological mind).
Nothing (no-thing) of this world down here comes with us after death - except - our personality which was formed during out time �here�.
And so now, if I may wax poetic�
If a man have as his highest goal to seek and cling to - reality� he will necessarily - find God because God will introduce himself to you. And if a man find the real God - he will automatically and by necessity also find that only existential and experiential reality that God creates.
If one does not jive with the other - than look into the church and see if there is something you misunderstood or something you should understanding better. If you do not find it just throw up you hands and say �I dunno.� and let that be as it is. Dig a little because God has inclined you to do so - to seek a little bit of food by your own efforts - but know that the �real food� comes to you daily through events which seem so mundane and normal - but by which God is forming you to be like himself.
In the final (going on up to the mystical marriage of union) there comes a time when the person must know and recognize Providence. Providence can go a long way in forming us without our own knowledge of how and why and what is being done. God can go a long way in re-forming our habitual nature by himself - but that formation (to a certain degree) must be followed by the person - knowing - the presence of Providence and the immediate intentions and purpose of Providence. That is to say that for full mystical union before death - a man must knowingly - cooperate with God (Providence). His free will - must be fully informed and freely select to continue his cooperation.
Most of us - will not reach that espousal state - before death. Of course we all imagine we have time - and time - again J
If one is to pass through espousal into mystical marriage one has to cling to his conscience so tightly and with such dedication of will - that nothing on earth nor within mind, experienced by any of the senses, makes him let go of that union to conscience.
But let us cheer up. Not one of us here including me and you - are anywhere near that. Instead, we rightly enjoy the alternating spiritual candy and hard stick - that God uses on us who remain so early and vacillating in our dedication.
Now this was a good post of mine... and after a good post.. I usually get outta here so I do not follow it up so soon with a bonehead post.
See you next week.
-ray