Difficult Decisions and Unanswered Questions - 12/23/08 02:45 AM
As you may have noticed I am new to this forum. So, this post may or may not belong in this section. Just from browsing the topics here I can tell that this forum is active with some very intelligent members. I suppose I'm what would be called a "Cradle Catholic" (Roman rite)....my Catholicism really goes deeper than that considering I can trace a family link to the Catholic faith at least back to 1850 and I assume farther then that. Growing up I attended Catholic schools from about 7th grade thru H.S. and attended 2 different catholic Universities. As I grew older and learned more about my faith I became unfulfilled with the "NO" mass and the "New" catholic church. Now I'm definitely not old enough to remember the pre-Vatican II Latin mass, but I can remember the guitar and tambourine masses of the 70's....uughhh! For most Catholics the tradition has vanished from the architecture of the churches right down to the mass itself. This led me to start exploring Orthodoxy and Eastern Christianity. I've attended a Greek Orthodox church on 3 separate occasions. The Church itself with all of the icons, incense and Greek chant was amazing. I have also had the opportunity to attend a Byzantine Catholic church. The Byzantine liturgy was good....but did not strike me like the Greek. The main differences were in the church, the chant and the language of the liturgy. The church was small and had that modern multi purpose style to it. The chant (I suppose that's what it would be called) was performed by a woman, the Greek church had a baritone older Greek gentleman and it almost had a middle eastern tone to it. The liturgy was in English.....so, while I could understand it....the mystic holy feeling was lost. Maybe I'm being too superficial and not focused on the important spiritual aspects. One Orthodox acquaintance once told me that the important part about choosing a church is not about the building or service but the Priest (spiritual counselor) and the people to a lesser extant. I suppose this may be true. I never met the Greek Orthodox Priest, but I had the opportunity to speak briefly with the Byzantine Priest. He seemed very nice. By becoming Orthodox I feel as if I am leaving the faith of my ancestors.....by accepting the Byzantine rite I feel as if I will be fulfilling myself spiritually and not betraying my faith. Is this just playing it "Safe" or being "pretend Orthodox"(?) Some of the literature that inspired me and brought me closer to Eastern Christianity would be the works by Father Seraphim Rose and the publication "Death to the World" http://www.deathtotheworld.com/index2.html
I have a feeling that follow the above works would view Byzantine Catholicism as "Orthodox light". I guess I'm just putting this out here to get some feed back...any views or insights at all. Maybe even a dialog that may help others in the same situation. Thank you for your time to read this!
I have a feeling that follow the above works would view Byzantine Catholicism as "Orthodox light". I guess I'm just putting this out here to get some feed back...any views or insights at all. Maybe even a dialog that may help others in the same situation. Thank you for your time to read this!