Bless Father!
PLEASE do not say I am holy! If you don't believe me, ask the Administrator here, or Irish Melkite, or Alice or ...
I am very gratified that you found your contact with Diveyevo spiritually uplifting.
To be in contact with the Saints of Diveyevo through the Lestovka and the soil/wood from the canavka around Diveyevo as per St Seraphim's directives is truly "heaven on earth."
It is God and His Most Holy Mother Who have brought you into this communion with Diveyevo. They, and St Seraphim of Sarov, St Seraphim Zvezdinsky, the Holy Abbess St Alexandra and the other Holy Saints of Diveyevo are blessing you and guiding you!
What a blessing that truly is!!
Kissing your right hand, I again implore your blessing, Alex