Originally posted by anamchristi:
Its funny, you have been trying to strengthen my faith, but in the end you have just ended up driving me farther in the other direction. If the Church can't be honest about these things, maybe she has lied about everything else? It has lost all credibility for me.
Anam,
Your mind is already made up, I see. Nobody has driven you from the faith but yourself. Faith, not a good argument, brings us closer to God. You obviously allowed the sins of others to be your reason ... err, excuse to disassociate yourself from His Church. You and you alone.
It is the greater sin to be convinced that the Holy Spirit is powerless against sin. Can we state that your condition is the worst offense to God? It is one thing to sin, it is another things to reject the idea that God can forgive sins.
Your state in life, Anam, might be more critical than you may lead us to believe. If you wish to hold true the notion that the Evil One is greater or has won over any salvific acts of Jesus the Christ, then you may be in a faster sinking boat than any homosexual or power politik dolt.
I suggest that you better re-evaluate what 'via' you have chosen to take your journey. It is quite obvious that the via of life has no power over then one that torments you at the current time.
I shared a bit of my own experiences with church politiks. Like most others life experiences, you simply brushed them off as insignificant. Mind you, many people, including those who post here, have had horrible experiences with clergy and bishops ... but decide to remain. Sin is not a monopoly of just clerics though we find ourselves picking on them because they should know better.
The Valley of Darkness can sometimes make us stronger. Your high level of consciousness to the reality of sin should serve as a rudder into better waters. You know where the rocks underneath are.
Speaking about 'rocks,' maybe you should be the first to throw one at the nearest sinner that detests you so much? Jesus asked those who have not sinned to be the first to throw them. Will you be the first to throw a rock?
Let us know if you are worthy of being the first to throw a rock at a sinner.
Joe